I'm setting here watching WWE Monday Night Raw and I notice something disturbing. Usually the average wresting fan has a short memory when it comes to "heels" or "faces", but not in Shawn Michaels case. He is still getting booed by canadian fans after almost eight years ago from the stupid "Vince McMahon/Brett Hart" fiasco at Surviour Series. It wasn't Shawn Michaels fault that he got handed the belt by a guy who wanted to stick it to Bret Hart because he didn't want to let Hart get what he w...

I changed my JU user name. It just seemed kinda boring to me. It was a name given to me by one of my "friends" that I had and it stuck. I thought it would be cool to use but it got old. I was tired of seeing that name on the heading of my blog and figured I'd change to a name that was more sutible. Time for a change anyway. Not like it was out of the blue or anything. Mada-ex is the name used on the URL. Wanted to sorta make it match my email address and the name on the URL. Giving you ...

I'm pissed off, drunk as hell, and I don't like anybody in my town or at my job. Alone on a friday night. It's become a trend. After working 100+ hours a week it seems that I have no life. Funny, I didn't have one to begin with. No friends, no future, no nothing. And to top it all of, I missed my fucking court date a week ago cause my lawyer sent the information to the wrong fucking address. I didn't know there was going to be a fucking hearing about me until 2 days later. Funny, I paid $1,20...

So my new year is going great right now. I started off working 23 1/2 hours on Thursday. Then, I spent my whole 3 day weekend fighting a godamn cold. Then, I saw a friend that I haven't seen in a while that was walking with some dude that I guess is her boyfriend cause she never calls me anymore. (I figured out the deal behind that and I'm about to rant on that right know.) I spent 2 years being this girls personal therapist. I spent most of my time being that "shoulder" that I so love. I ...

One of the greatest NFL players to every lace up a pair of cleets past away today. Reggie White, former defensive end for the Eagles and the Green Bay Packers, past away this morning from reasons yet to be determined. Friends and reports say that White had suffered from respiratory problems that would keep him awake at night. But here is abit of the article that I found on my isp's home page. (White died at Presbyterian Hospital, where he was taken after his wife called 911. A police offi...

I watched the game yesterday, and the game was very entertaining. I don't really understand why all the "living up to the expectation" part. The media was the only driving force behind all the drama. Kobe kind of through some fuel of that fire when he accused Karl Malone of "hitting on his wife". So there were some that tuned in just to se Kobe lose. (One was me). The game started of with Kobe hitting everything he shot. First and second quarter looked like the Lakers might actually pull ...

There is alot of stuff i want ot talk about. There is alot of stuff that is running through my head right now, but I have to wait until the time is right. I have questioned freindships and questioned peoples integrity. I have hated on people that were my friends and I have shoned them away. I have been an asshole. I have been the spoiled brat that has caused a tiff in a friendship. you see, i have blogged ( in the past) about certain friends that don't keep in contact and don't call as muc...

Yeah it's finally here. Christmas eve. The day before the do date. The day befor good ol' St Nick come down the chimney and drops of presents for all the good boys and girls. Yeah, its almost over. I really don't want it to be though. Without the hassel of shopping and dealing with everyone else that's in a hurry to get the perfect gift, I wish it would last for a while. Isn't the old saying "Christmas is year round" relevant anymore. It just seems that this time of year brings out the best o...

Yesterday was the best work day I had. Eventhough I had to work extra hours to get the extra day off, it still was a good day. On my way home, I was contemplating on what I was going to do tomorrow (today) and I told myself that I was going to catch up on some sleep and try to restart my excercise program. Then when I walked in the door, the strartling news hit my ears. "Grandma in the hospital again.", My brother informed me as soon as I stepped foot in the house. "Did they say what was...

Today at work, I was trying to figure out how to get of work Thursday so I could rest for the big family weekend get together during christmas. I keep saying to myself " I should have asked for the day off." But then I found out that if I took thursday off, I would lose my holiday pay. I said to myself," Fuck it, might as well go in." Then a small miracle happened. Because of the talk of snow here in the south, the supervisors got together to figure out a way to keep employee's from callin...

It's almost Eleven o'clock and I have a bit a hungar attack. We really don't have anything here at the house that's worth eating. I dig, dig, and dig, but can't find one scrap of food anywere. Until.... I stumble upon some peanut butter that I had when I was living in my apartment. I check the experation date, still good. So with that being said, I grab some breed and I hit the food bar. Ohhh, peanut butter is sooooo good. It makes me happy. It makes me feel full. I really don't have to ...

I know that everyone has to have that person that they trust so they can confide every little detail about their relationship and just about their life in general, but I damnit if people can be over dramatic. I have this friend who is in an "on again, off again" relationship. She gets really upset if she doesn't talk to him for a few days. Even if she can't get in touch with him within a day, she calls me and bitches about the fact that she can't get intouch. Goddamnmit, he could be taking a ...

I love how I think sometimes. It borders on the verge of randomness. Sometimes I get down just like everyone else, but I draw on some of my brainstorming to help me through the day. I'll give an example. A song runs through my head like so, "let me think (think about what?) about girls (and what else?), money and new clothes." (What do I get?) "Thirty nights (uh huh) of violence (yeah) and sugar to love." "Her she comes (ha ha ha) closer to the lung." (So I can, so I can.) "Shove her...

So here I am, another Saturday night and I'm by myself. What happened to the "friends" that were going to hang out with me no matter what? Well this is what happened. I came to the conclusion that friends are like nikes, they're good for about six months and then you want a new pair. So i figure my $150 value has run out. I guess i can just chill by myself and have a few beers and drink a little vodka for the weekend. Damn, this drinking shit has become a habit. I better watch it. So I hope e...

I got off work, I got home, checked my blog sites, checked my email, and I had a beer. Without thinking I took a beer rom the fridge and just drank it down. I'm kinda worried cause I never drank in the middle of the day before. To boot, I've been drinking all week actually, during a work week I might add. During a work week for christ sakes!!!! Know that I think about it, I am really worried about falling of the wagon again. I probably better watch myself. But the only question that runs thr...