I'm pissed off, drunk as hell, and I don't like anybody in my town or at my job. Alone on a friday night. It's become a trend. After working 100+ hours a week it seems that I have no life. Funny, I didn't have one to begin with. No friends, no future, no nothing. And to top it all of, I missed my fucking court date a week ago cause my lawyer sent the information to the wrong fucking address. I didn't know there was going to be a fucking hearing about me until 2 days later. Funny, I paid $1,200 to get left our in the cold. But i guess (and I hope) everything will work out. I actually have a weekend off this time and I hope to clean out my car. It looks like shit on the inside. Hopefully, everything will work out though. I don't know, I have a hard time getting along with my co-workers. I' ve alienated all my friends, and I have a low regard for my own life. I don't think I'm going anyhwhere, I just feel like I should give up.
Just tired. So tired. Must sleep. But, after I eat this omealet I made though. Damn, does it taste good right now.
Current mood: "Drunk as hell"
Music: Glassjaw "Tip Your Bartender"
Recovery: Maybe