There is alot of stuff i want ot talk about. There is alot of stuff that is running through my head right now, but I have to wait until the time is right. I have questioned freindships and questioned peoples integrity. I have hated on people that were my friends and I have shoned them away. I have been an asshole. I have been the spoiled brat that has caused a tiff in a friendship.
you see, i have blogged ( in the past) about certain friends that don't keep in contact and don't call as much as they use to. I realize that time changes and people change. I realize that people have things that they like to do. I have to realize that. I have to take into account other peoples wants and needs. I shouldn't bee selfish. I should grow up and be an adult and realize my own wants and needs. I can't damn people because they do what everyone else does. I have to grow up. I have to do the right thing from now on.
Even though, I always thought I was doing the right things, but it was just for my own benefit, not for my friends. I want to change that. I want to change. I want to do the right things for the people that matter in my life. I want to start over. So I should take what ever roll is out there for me. I should be the understanding friend. I should be the friend that cares. I shouldn't be an ass. I should be the person my grandparents raised me to be. I should be....