I had this song stuck in my head all day today...My own summer- Deftones "hey you....big star tell me when it's over.... hey you....big mood guide me to shelter, cause i'm through when the two hits the six and it's summer cloud... come(shove it, shove it, shove it) shove(shove it, shove it, shove it) the sun(shove it, shove it, shove it) aside.(shove it, shove it, shove it) i think god is moving its tongue there are no crowds in the streets and no sun..... in my own summer t...

I took some time off from JU a little over a month ago cause I was burned out from the whole blogging thing. So I thought my last article would be the end, but I was mistaken. Last night I got hit with a bit of curiosity. So i logged back on to JU just to browse. (Im glad my pc saved my password, cause I forgot it after I moved from my apartment.) Anyways, I got burned out because I felt like I had to write something everytime I got online. I was always trying to find some sort of strange ...

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What Classic Movie Are You? personality tests by similarminds.com -mx-

You scored as Mafioso Bad Ass . People respect you, but mostly because they fear you. You extort your way to the top of the community. And will do anyting to honor your family. Mafioso Bad Ass 81% Assassin Bad Ass 69% Biker Gang Bad Ass 50% Gansta Bad Ass 38% Super Villain Bad Ass 19% What Kind Of Bad Ass Are You? created with QuizFarm.com Which bad ass are you?

This is a repost because I accidently deleted the first one (Sorry Alison but thaks for the comment). I've recently had trouble with my computer. System crashes, system lag, corrupted data, and web pages not being downloaded correctly. I spent the whole week trying to fix it. I finally got everything worked out but I still had trouble with Internet explorer. Got that fixed to when I downloaded firefox. So everything is cool. I made a post last night on how aggavated I was about my famil...

So how can you tell if your "friend" is avoiding you? Maybe, when you replay to some of his blogs (trying to be supportive) and you get no response. Or you've try to call and get know answer. Or, you walk by the store where your friend works and don't even get a wave back. What the fuck is wrong with people? What is it about friendship that makes it seem like it somewhat, non-existant? What the fuck? You know, that is some shit when you fucking think that you found people you can connect wit...

I've looked back on some of the articles I wrote and I wonder, "Why I'm I so upset?" "Why am I angry at people who obviously don't care if I were living or dead?" "Why do I care so much?" Simple. For the time that we were friends, we cared about each other and it was the first time it came at right time cause I had just gotten out of an relationship in which I fucked up. I've blame myself long enough, I don't want to blame myself for this. I don't want to be angry at myself because I know ...

"We are 138. We are 138. We arrrrreeeee 138!!!!!" "We are 138. We are 138. We areeeeeeeeee138!!!!!" "Do you think we're robot clean Does this face look almost mean Is it time to be an android not a man" "We are 138. We are 138. We arrrrreeeee 138!!!!!" "We are 138. We are 138. We areeeeeeeeee138!!!!!" "We areeeeeee 1388888888888!!!!" Yeah, bitch. I'm copying The Misfits. So suck it!! Cause I'm drunk. So piss off!!! Bored. Had to post something....oh yeah, I'm drunk too. ...

I hate my life. I didn't do anything today to celebrate my near death experience. It sucks. I can't get out of this god damn funk I'm in and I can't get myself wasted enough to forget about shit. I just want to forget about shit but I can't. I have to think about every little thing and how I feel that people hate me. Why do I think this? Why do I put myself through this hell? Dammit, why can't I get drunk enough to not think about these questions. Dammit all. Hell, maybe I'll feel better ...

So it was an early day for me at work. We've been on this "no overtime" thing for the last few days so we have been getting of earlier than usual. So I decide to make it an early night an just stay home for the night. When I get home, I notice that we don't have anything to eat here except what my mom and sister have. Can't touch there stuff without conscent, so I decide to go to Wally world to pick up some essentials for the weekend. Onmy way, I decide to take a scenic route. (famous last wo...

You scored as Mindfuck . Congratulations, you scored Mindfuck. You've probably seen a lot of movies, and have grown to hate mainstream shit. You're looking for the movie that will leave you breathless, and with 21 questions to think about. Check out: Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Pulp Fiction, Memento. Artistic 90% Mindfuck 90% Sadistic Humour 80% Sci-Fi/Fantasy 70% Drama/Suspense ...

I went to bed last night around 5 o'clock. Thought I was going to get enough sleep cause no work and all, but I woke up at freakin' 9. That's 5 hours of sleep. Crap. It should be enough but I had the same amount yesterday, the day after that, the day after that, and..well.. actually for the last month now. Is this a problem? It wouldn't be if I had nothing to do most of the day. Working 12 hours a day for 5 (to 6) days a week and only getting 5 hours of sleep in-between those periods do ...

It's a day away from the weekend and I can't wait. Friday=payday. Payday=money. Money=equals. Awwww ... alchohol. OOOOhhh yeah, it's on tomorrow. I have know Idea what I would like to have though. One thing is for sure, I'll be drinking and partying here at the hizzie. After a day like today and a week like this week, I could use a drink right now. Dammit. Where is the booze when I need it. Well, until next time when I'll actually have something interesting to blog about. -MX-