I had this song stuck in my head all day today...My own summer- Deftones "hey you....big star tell me when it's over.... hey you....big mood guide me to shelter, cause i'm through when the two hits the six and it's summer cloud... come(shove it, shove it, shove it) shove(shove it, shove it, shove it) the sun(shove it, shove it, shove it) aside.(shove it, shove it, shove it) i think god is moving its tongue there are no crowds in the streets and no sun..... in my own summer t...
So it was an early day for me at work. We've been on this "no overtime" thing for the last few days so we have been getting of earlier than usual. So I decide to make it an early night an just stay home for the night. When I get home, I notice that we don't have anything to eat here except what my mom and sister have. Can't touch there stuff without conscent, so I decide to go to Wally world to pick up some essentials for the weekend. Onmy way, I decide to take a scenic route. (famous last wo...
I changed my JU user name. It just seemed kinda boring to me. It was a name given to me by one of my "friends" that I had and it stuck. I thought it would be cool to use but it got old. I was tired of seeing that name on the heading of my blog and figured I'd change to a name that was more sutible. Time for a change anyway. Not like it was out of the blue or anything. Mada-ex is the name used on the URL. Wanted to sorta make it match my email address and the name on the URL. Giving you ...
I'm pissed off, drunk as hell, and I don't like anybody in my town or at my job. Alone on a friday night. It's become a trend. After working 100+ hours a week it seems that I have no life. Funny, I didn't have one to begin with. No friends, no future, no nothing. And to top it all of, I missed my fucking court date a week ago cause my lawyer sent the information to the wrong fucking address. I didn't know there was going to be a fucking hearing about me until 2 days later. Funny, I paid $1,20...
There is alot of stuff i want ot talk about. There is alot of stuff that is running through my head right now, but I have to wait until the time is right. I have questioned freindships and questioned peoples integrity. I have hated on people that were my friends and I have shoned them away. I have been an asshole. I have been the spoiled brat that has caused a tiff in a friendship. you see, i have blogged ( in the past) about certain friends that don't keep in contact and don't call as muc...
I got off work, I got home, checked my blog sites, checked my email, and I had a beer. Without thinking I took a beer rom the fridge and just drank it down. I'm kinda worried cause I never drank in the middle of the day before. To boot, I've been drinking all week actually, during a work week I might add. During a work week for christ sakes!!!! Know that I think about it, I am really worried about falling of the wagon again. I probably better watch myself. But the only question that runs thr...
It's late and I was just setting here thinking about something to post when I didn't have anything. I think that I'll write a few lines from one of my favorite songs. This would go in the lyric game, but I really didn't feel like matching words, so here goes. Read me the letter, baby Do not leave ou the words. Story and cigaretts ruin lives of lesser girls Yeah, want you to know.cause i got to konw And it's a stange condition A day in prison It's got me out of my head and I don't kn...
I spend most of my time thinking about what could have been. I had a person, whom I thought was my friend, kinda' leave me out in the cold an I've been trying to figure out why. I always wondered if it was my fault that I don't keep in touch, but I can't blame her for not wanting to talk to me; I have changed some in the past few months. I become more irritable, more insensitve, and my patience is waring thin, almost like I've become a timebomb. I don't trust myself around the people I care a...
For those of you that have read my blogs or my posts and thought to your self "Damn, thats one bitter son-of-a-bitch", well, your right. I'm about to tell you a story about on of my pet peeves. The art of lying to yourself, and others, just to get attention. (and yes, this does involve a girl). So here goes. About two weeks ago, one of my "friends" whom I haven't seen, for about a month, decides that she wants to hang out with us for a few hours. When she called, she sounded depressed, and...
One of my friends got me to take the Dr Phil test. I didn't think I would do that well, but the final total suprised me and it's somewhat interesting. Answers are for who you are now... not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so...Grab a pencil and paper, ...
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This is a repost because I accidently deleted the first one (Sorry Alison but thaks for the comment). I've recently had trouble with my computer. System crashes, system lag, corrupted data, and web pages not being downloaded correctly. I spent the whole week trying to fix it. I finally got everything worked out but I still had trouble with Internet explorer. Got that fixed to when I downloaded firefox. So everything is cool. I made a post last night on how aggavated I was about my famil...