I've been thinking a lot lately. Thinking about the turn of events that have come in my life. Thinking so much that I can barely sleep. One question that has gone through my head is, "Have I gotten in over my head?" "Is there no coming back from how far I have fallen? What's next for me?" I've asked myself this over and over again, cause I have been wondering what it is that I am afraid of and what it is that I failed at. It's life in general. I feel like I failed in life from the very ...