This world rejects me This world threw me away This world never gave me a chance This world gonna have to pay Well I don't believe in your institutions I did what you wanted me to And like the cancer in your system I've got a little surprise for you Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there? Did you not realize? This thing inside of me It screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could Burn I look down at where you're standing Flock o...

I regret not blogging here that much, but my life has done one of those crazy 360 things and I find myself back where I started. I had this relationship thing at work that just went to crap over the past few weeks and all I've done since is come home, mope, and surf the web. I had a friend of mine give me some sites to cheer me up and I figured I pass some on. One is the crazy randomness action of Sock baby Jesus . I just watched this and feel in love with it. really cheesy, but good. Lin...

I sit hear at my computer, after a long, exhausting day, wondering what tomorrow holds. I wonder sometimes how my life really is going to turn out. I wonder what the future holds for me. I wonder how much energy I have left in the tank to handle the obsticals that await. Wondering. I wonder how my grandmother is going to feel after she gets all her medical woes behind her. Wonder how she's going to handle the fact that she actually, might have to have surgery since it came down to it. I wo...