(Conclusion)
So anyway, I said to myself, "Figured he'd make plans and forget him."(He does it all the time) Now I'm not thinking about him at this point because I'm moving my shit right now. I get a good portion of my stuff out. I feel satisfied by my job, so I come home and relaxe. I come home and he is walking out the door. "Man, I just got off work." he said. " I'm trying to get intouch with somone who has a truck cause we need to move this stuff." Then he said," And the utilities can't be transfered until I pay the bill in full. Now how much the bill is", He said. "No", I said. "It's $136 and i don't have that right know." he replied. "Oh well," what I said afterwards.
I've paid the bills every time they were due. I never had enough,but I still paid to keep them from being turned off. Never had enough to pay the phone bill, but paid to keep it from being dissconnected. Never had enough for anything and I survived. He can't handle the fact that he might actually put some effort into this whole moving thing and he doesn't know how to deal. I think sometimes that he thinks I'm going to move the stuff for him. Fuck that, I spent a year being the guy that bailed both ourselves out of being evicted. I should get a littled recognistion.
Do I, no, and without thinking, my roommate thinks he can get buy on his charm. Fuck that too. I'm tired of always worring about the stuff I can't controll because of him. He's always putting me incharge of the decisions, or then, saying we need to get stuff when we don't need them. Fuck that. It would be different if he asked for my feedback, but no, it's more along the lines of "we need to get showtime" Or" We need to get tattooes" I like tattooes, but I can't afford them right now. I can't afford hardly anything right now.
So in closing, I refer to my earlier articles "The art of losing Friends", when on of the rules was "Always make promises that you can't keep" Same thing applies here.